Thursday, December 22, 2005

Cinderella girl...?

Does anyone else believe in fairy tales? I do. I love to think that I live in my very own Cinderella story. The perfect life with the perfect friends and family. Surrounded by love and happiness. Cheesey, I know. But it's true. Sometimes though, reality checks in. I'm no Cinderella. How could I ever be? What kind of Cinderella watches baseball? What kind of Cinderella wears a t-shirt to bed that is 3 sizes too big? What kind of Cinderella is ashamed to wear bathing suits around perfect strangers because of the hideous scar that runs from neck to navel? What kind of princess drinks Diet Cheerwine straight from the 2 liter bottle while she types to no one about becoming...someone? I do. Am I a Cinderella? Can I be the perfect princess? Do I have a prince charming? Do I...?

Do I care? Yes. Do you? Probably not. Am I vain? No, not really.

Or, will the clock strike midnight?

It's 11:30.
Will I let the clock strike midnight?

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Good day...

So, today was basically awesome, to say the least. I went online and found out that I got into Elon. yay me! I was so excited! Although, I thought that my mom would be a little more enthusiastic. Instead, she just asked what day classes start and when my Fellows Scholarship stuff is due...hohum...oh well. I am excited and so were my friends. Sami picked me up when she hugged me. again, yay me! Now sammi's b-day partay is goin' on and I have to "chill wit 'er friends". I am glad we are so close, but I hate to think about what will happen when I go to college...but I'll cross that bridge when I come to it.